Obscurity!

Ok.I am bit twisted today ,not literally! It's a problematic situation;not easy to understand or sort to say ,it's an obscure situation.
The term "Obscurity" means "It's the quality of being difficult to understand.An obscurity is something that is difficult to understand."
The definition seems to be very precise and easily understandable ,but it's quite a problematic term  which has become a major problem of my life these days.It was a casual term for me to use in my day-to-day life.But it seems it has become an essential part of my life after I joined post grad.It's quite funny and embarrassing when some one asks you the definition of "Sports" and you ,confidently, gives a simple definition of the term without even a clue of it's other or rather problematic definition  which is actually obscure.Dumbfounded !
It's true not to mention that nothing is simple as it seems but what's the use of making every thing problematic ? A question which is bothering me a lot these days .
One can not predict a "simple" conclusion to something which has many hidden conclusions.So ,the principle says ,"one should leave the ending open to infinite conclusions" , perfect ! 
But getting too much into it ,leads you nowhere but left you with no one "genuine" conclusion which is needed when you are trapped in an extremely complicated situation.Would you prefer to look out for obscurity in it or rather try hard to get yourself out of it? I think a smart person would choose the latter ,and an intellectual person the former.That's how it is.That's just my personal observation.I am facing a hell lot of obscurity every now and then.May be I am learning something different ,an important lesson of my life : to look at my obscure or simple life through the lenses of Obscurity.
It's an intriguing topic ,quite an engaging one.Will talk more about it some other day after more of such experiences.
It's always good to not reveal the names and locations of the characters associated with your experiences.No more twisted as I was in the beginning.Oh! I am listening to a Sufi track.
God Bless.

Um..!!

Again Clueless !

Thankfully! It happened again but it seems the impact was bit normal this time as it has become an everyday's affair.Such a sham! I think I too should get used to it or may be keep on getting frustrated ; relentless bothering over a ''common'' matter.Oh ! I am just going through a phase ,it will get over soon ! See the optimism level . But how can not it bothers some one to ''bother'' over such a heinous incident and it irks you more when you hear statements like , " we should unite" , "we should not lose our patience" ,"we will go into the core of the matter" .End result : It happens again ,this time in some other city , " I am all fine .God gives the strength to the victims family."

It's blasphemous but who cares neither I nor They .And the best (which is the worst) part is that Life goes on because I am safe. The one of the main reasons is the Great Indian democracy.It would be unfair on my part if I would unabashedly condemn our "trustworthy" politicians.

Never mind.It happened and I am sure (extremely cynic) it will happen again ,somewhere ,sometime ,some people will die ,some will mourn ,some will rejoice and some of them will feel lucky (like i am not-so-feeling now,but i am).It will remain just the same because "I" am a Cynic.

I am lost some where,in a state of limbo and I do not know how to get out of it.

But I am still Optimistic (not at all sure).

Um...!!

Nothing Interesting !

Yeah ! It was as usual ,nothing interesting ! The reason was not even new as well .I did not do much ,except pretending to be a busy-bee.Ha ha.That was a reasonable reason to satisfy others.So , I am feeling grumpy ,lazy and bit disturbed (as usual) .It has started getting bit difficult for me to fight with my schedule .And the major problem is that I did not expect this unexpected burden !But I will get used to it (it's nice to pretend all the time:P).
Ok.I am not reading and bothering about current affairs these days(the reason is mentioned above).I think it's quite an intriguing task to concentrate on certain things at a time.Sometimes it's annoying and sometimes it's challenging ! IA ,presentation,semester exams,NGO,political issues,personal stuffs,books,sleeping issues,future planning etc.Yes ,I am fighting a war with myself and my brain is the Only enemy.But it seems ,as of now ,neither of us is winning ! Quite a dubious situation for Me and for my brain ! We both have to sort this out as soon as possible or God knows the unwanted consequences .Though I am looking for a "brahmastra" to use against my enemy and end this "useless" war.
Ok.I think I should end this post here itself.Enough of this not-so-interesting post !
Let's just end it here.And I hope this blogging will continue.
Sheer wastage !